• 21st February
    2012
  • 21

Truths of Tuesday, which feels like a Monday

  • I am officially single today, no longer a Mrs. to anyone, I didn’t think it would affect me, but it has
  • I am confident in my choice, but scared shitless of my future
  • I am learning that being single may not be the BAD choice, dating sucks major ass, like hard work to keep them around, marriage was well you are stuck with me deal with it, this is like DAILY work, its kinda exhausting
  • As far as things with the BF, we have slowed things, he’s not sure what he wants, he wants me ultimately, but his heart is guarded & he is angry.  I am just going to sit back & enjoy each day, with or without him, my days will go on.  If the future comes & he’s not in it, that is his loss.
  • I’ve been quiet today because, well its been a bit more emotional than I thought it would be
  • I need to go test drive cars, I paid off the lease to the BMW months ago, but can’t afford to release it, or get anything comparable & believe me, I am FINE with that, a car that is MINE MINE MINE makes me excited :)
  • Meeting 2 girlfriends for dinner tonight & taking mini too, excited for that
  • Weekend, I have a girlfriend from HS coming up (also newly divorced) to have a night on the town WAHOOOOO.  Poor choices WILL be made!! :)
  • Sunday was hard, one year mark of Grandmas passing, but I must say BF, made SURE that we spent all day hiking & that my mind wasn’t on it, and if it was, it was OK to talk about it.
  • That’s all for now :)
  • Oh yes, I love all your faces, even if you live in my phone/computer, you ALL make my days brighter!! 

  1. iamagabbymom said: Hugs for a VERY strong lady! MWAH!
  2. mrsliznessdiscopanda said: LOVE YOU
  3. the1trav said: I wish you all the best!!
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